No one tells me the truth

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I cannot say I like competition.
The competition of the strength finder is 32nd.
But I know the world is a competitive society.

I don't want to lose.
But until now, I have never been able to win the competition.
That's why I think I've become a character that avoids competition.

So it doesn't mean that we avoid all competition.
You may like the one who's winning or losing is not clear.
For example, it is ranking.
This is because if you set your own goals and achieve them, you can win.
In that sense, it seems like you're dealing well with competition.

I do not care about the evaluation.
I don't care what others think of me.
I thought so.
But what I'm doing is erasing the inadequate evaluations that I imagined in my brain.

It's a convenient story.
When I am happy with a proper evaluation, and when I feel that it is a bad evaluation, I am working to erase my memory.
Isn't it possible to take the PDCA cycle a bit more straightforwardly?

Human instinct is virtually inevitable, no matter how much you hate competition.
As for evaluation, regardless of self-evaluation or evaluation of others, self-deception will lead to a convenient conclusion.
I didn't like myself.
But everyone was together.

No one tells me the truth.
But this book tells the truth.

Learning at school or in society is so fraudulent that it's hard to get to the truth.
After all, books are essential.
It's easy to solve a problem with just one book.
Thank you for the book I met today.

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