I haven't laughed recently
I find myself an interesting person.
It's a pursuit of surprises rather than merely looking for funny stories.
I'm looking for something new to me, and laughter in it.
When I was a kid, I think I had a calm and gentle heart.
When I'm always smiling, I feel like a silly character, and I'm sick of being tampered with by someone.
Then, I gradually understood that it was bad that I was smiling and that I was the target of the attack, and I stopped laughing.
Since becoming an adult, it may have blocked people by not laughing.
I don't laugh, pretending to be busy and praying that I won't come to work.
I feel like I'm not laughing these days again.
I have a feeling that I don't have enough laughter.
I feel that COVID-19 made me refrain from going out, and the number of opportunities to meet people has decreased dramatically.
In the online community, I can still expose myself, so there's laughter in it too.
Little by little, I became able to express the pure feelings of my childhood.
I have learned how to live by adapting to the surroundings, but I think that this is a significant loss.
Let's laugh more and more!
If I expose myself as I am, I may be attacked by people who have been frustrated.
However, I am already mature, and I should be able to keep a distance with them, so I will laugh more and become more interesting myself.
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